I will try to fix you

Sometimes I wish...I really wish, that I could find a way to see what the real me should look like. Or find an unbiased person who will just tell me everything I need to do to make me what I want to be.

Some one who can make me beautiful instead of me having to lie into the mirror every morning, convince myself of it.

Erin...she doesn't count, Eri sees the beautiful person I should be, and I think in Eri's eyes I truly am beautiful.

Christy...love you to death, but your advice won't work for my life.

Jess...I dunno...

Jon...sweetie, but an opinion I have a hard time trusting.

Joe...perv..

Corey...flirt...

Mom...biased.

I hate seeing myself as ugly every morning, feeling lonely all the time, and having a lump in my throat...perhaps, finding beauty is more than looking into a painting and seeing technique, maybe it's seeing ourselves.