I will try to fix you

I went to school today, and am now facing black mail since I was sick. Yes yes, kick me while I'm down, I'll just keep twitching and flopping about like a fish out of water. I really dislike people some times,they just...urk me.

I had U.H.A.G. today, and it wasn't that great of a meeting due to the fact that we were all sick and could barely do anything due to being sick.

I'm deaf in one ear, wo0! such fun! I can't hear anything in my right ear except the echoings from my left, it is indeed odd. not to mention it hurts like hell every time I lay down due to the pressure change. I guess I can't do much about that though.

I have to go rent Hamlet tomorrow, so I can watch it, and then take a test on it, wo0! As if I didn't hate hamlet enough! Oh well.

Got a big guilt trip about grades today, it's depressing when you think that you're never going to pass, I just want to curl up into a little ball shut my eyes and make it freshman year again, but I can't do that can I?

I want to go to sleep, and just, not wake up, nightmares have got to be better than being sick all the time. I'm really sleepy right now actually, I feel queezzy too...perhaps I'll be better off if I just, go to bed.

I suppose I'll write when I feel the need.